Every moment without you I dread
I can’t seem to get you out of my head
Our love is all around
Through each and every sound
The love between us two
Will always be true
Our love is forever
I won’t stop, no it won’t stop ever
Every moment without you I dread
I can’t seem to get you out of my head
Our love is all around
Through each and every sound
The love between us two
Will always be true
Our love is forever
I won’t stop, no it won’t stop ever
A question of our future times,
To ignore it would be the worst of crimes,
The desire to do so was irresistible,
A feeling among the abnormal.
The sole inspiration of my new life.
A coincidence that brought our adjoining fate.
After months and months of the inner strife,
To ask to become my wife, of you, my soul mate.
Words can't express what you mean to me
Because I know that we are meant to be
You're the kind of girl I want to see more of
The kind that can make me fall in love
You are my angel down the road.
I'll be loyal to you for the rest of my life
You make me feel warm in bitter the cold.
And that's why you are going to be my wife
You are so beautiful
And always so cheerful
You know what is right
Because you’re so bright
I know you miss me
Because I miss you
So come and kiss me
So we can breakthrough
Forever I seek to find you
Your eyes a beautiful shade of blue
Your smiles shines like the sun
Days with you are filled with fun
I try for life
To make you mine
Through constant strife
We will be fine.
Green eyes of thine
Oh I wish they were mine
Your hair is so fair
Oh should I dare ;)
My love for you has a special hue
It’s a certain color
Maybe blue?
Blue like my mood when you’re not near
You’re so beautiful
Please just call me your dear
The Empty Future
After traveling to the future, I was surprised by what I saw. Expecting to see many ornate and elaborate structures, the vast nothingness shocked me. Off in the distance, across a large empty field, I saw a small building. As I began to walk across the field towards the building, a small aircraft soared above my head without making a sound. Within an instant it arrived at the building and, seemingly without stopping, stopped in front of the building, dropped a group of people off, and raced off into the empty backdrop behind the building. Now, even more curious as to what this building was, I quickened my pace and headed towards the structure.
As I drew closer to the building and began to examine it I felt as if it were missing something. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, until suddenly it hit me: the building did not have any windows. It was just a bare, gray, rectangular building, which seemed to be made out of a concrete-like material. I noticed how bare and boring it looked. The only part of the building contrasting with the lifeless body was the small glass door in the front. Looking through the glass, I could see a counter, behind which a woman wearing a white jacket was standing. A long line of people streched in front of the counter, and some others were sitting in white leather couches on the sides of the room. I was puzzled as to what this could be.
Upon opening the door and entering the room, I immediately noticed a feeling of dullness, almost as though the room lacked life. By the time I entered the room, there were only about three people left waiting on line, and the rest had joined the people on the side couches. I, to be inconspicuous, stood on the side near the couches and watched the people on line. Without the woman behind the desk saying a word the person on line would say some kind of odd name, and the woman would hit a few buttons on a computer. Then, within a few seconds, a bottle would come down a tube behind her. She would hand the bottle to the person in line, still without saying a word. The person would then go sit on a couch and wait. After a while, I inferred that this was some kind of pharmacy, and that the names the people were saying were the names of their medications. However, I could not be sure, and was too scared to ask, as I had yet to hear another person speak.
The entire process moved remarkably fast. Within a minute of me being in the room, everyone had been given their bottle. Almost immediately after the last person had been served, I heard horn from outside, almost like a car horn. Everyone stood up and walked out the door. Not knowing what was going on, I followed suit. Outside a large aircraft was on the ground in front of the building, with a door open on its side. Everyone piled into the aircraft, in which the driver pointed to a seat, signaling a person to sit there. Again, not a word was spoken by anybody. After every person had been seated, the aircraft rose high into the sky, and rocketed away.
Sitting in the aircraft, I realized what was going on. The future had become such a systemic and efficient society that there was little need for communication. Everything had been done so fast and easily that people felt no inclination to speak to one another. The only words that were at all were between mothers and their children, or people who were clearly together. Even these conversations were quick and unanimated. I thought to myself that what these people considered convenient, to me actually seemed like a society that had sucked the joy and spontaneity out of life. I awaited the end of the trip in the aircraft, hoping that at our destination, whatever that may have been, I would find that my theory was wrong.
Troubling thoughts filled my head. My brain had reached its limit; I was filled to the brim with stressful thoughts about my so called “acquaintance”. If only he hadn’t erupted in anger and broken into a furious fist fight, maybe there would still be a chance we could still be friends, but certainly not after that display. It puzzled me, however, that of all the things I could be worrying about, I was worrying about this stupid kid. Why did it bother me so much? That I did not know. But what I did know was what my exhausted body needed, and that was sleep, and lots of it. Nothing was going to stop me from going to bed early tonight, not even my once good friend Maximilian.
I laid myself down in my bed. I remained face up for a while, turned here and there, but my thoughts were keeping me awake. It was like an alarm in my brain was going off and I couldn’t find the “off” button. A quick two hours rolled by, and I was losing shut eye. Finally, I thought to myself, “What a silly thing to be worrying about. We were never that good of friends anyway. I would be better off if Maximilian and I never had to talk to each other again.” Soon afterward, I was sound asleep, and felt the most content I had felt in quite a while. I slept for a while; it felt like an eternity.
I later slowly arose. However, something felt different about my bed. The warm sheets that I had so comfortably climbed into were now gone. I reached for them below my feet, and there was nothing. I quickly rubbed my eyes, trying to fix them on my bright red alarm clock on my dresser. It wasn’t there. I felt a calm light shine down on my face, but I could not force my body upward to observe what it was. Something was definitely wrong, because along with my stresses of daily life, my strength had seemed to drift away. Struggling and pushing with all my might, I tried forcing myself out of this odd trance. My efforts were futile, and I shortly fell asleep, my confused mind becoming a hostage of my own tired body.
A strong light awoke me with its piercing beams of heat. I lifted my arm to my eyes and my forehead so that I could block the sun from face. Feeling the weakness and fatigue of my arm alone, I knew something was wrong. Finally, I was able to clearly see where I was and what was going on. I looked upon in horror the small, inflatable raft I had had been sleeping in. As startled as I was, I did not move. I sat there, motionless, letting my brain absorb the circumstances that surrounded me. I then glanced down to my right, then my left, noticing two guys that had also been occupying this same raft for the night. I did not know these men, and looking down at their stationary bodies, I first assumed they were in a deep sleep. However, after studying them more carefully, I noticed that their chest did not move up and down slightly like that of a human when he/she is breathing. Hastily checking their pulse, I discovered that they were both dead.
The thought of two dead men lying motionless beside me scared me. I was unsure of what to do, looking around helplessly for some sort of answer. It was then that I noticed a third man on the raft. He looked familiar, but the glare of the hot sun on the water prevented me from seeing who it was. I forced myself upward and carefully crawled around the dead men, each movement I made becoming harder and harder due to the combined swaying of the raft on the water and the weariness of my body. When I approached the person, he was laying face down. Checking his pulse, I indicated that he was alive, but definitely unconscious. I gently turned his body over, being careful not to cause anymore problems. After studying his face, my heart seemed to feel mixed feelings of relief and anger. For the man who I had just identified was Maximilian, the same kid I had just recently swore to never talk to again.
Aftermath 3210
When I had stepped outside of the time machine I found myself in a strange place that I have never seen before. The ground was covered in ash and the sky was almost red with kicked up dirt and soot. The only other life I could see was the small bugs that scattered throughout ruins of small objects and other animals. I didn’t know that when I put Hackensack year 3210 into the time machine that I would end up in a nuclear wasteland. There was nothing in site but broken down buildings and the occasional rat scurried across the ground. I had to move and find some other people in this area.
`Everywhere I looked there were ruins of buildings that once stood higher than many buildings in the world and it was easy to tell that this place was once a bustling business center. There were banks and financial centers blown apart, exposing their safes surrounded by iron bars and large dials. The road had even worn away and the asphalt that I was walking upon would crack and crumble under the lightest steps; whatever happened here completely obliterated everything that had once stood here. Even the animals that I saw were strange looking. Some had three eyes, others were missing limbs, and some were even fused together at different joints.
As I was walking down the street looking for some sign of human inhabitants I noticed a small cave like structure made from pieces of fallen stone from an old building. Upon entering the cave I found about a dozen people all starved and tired who looked at me with big watery eyes. Seeing this I knew that whatever happened to Hackensack had happened recently because these people were still wearing tattered suits and blouses with their dress shoes for work. They told me that the United States angered their long standing North Korean rivals and nuclear war broke out throughout the world. Pyong-Yang was the first city to be hit and was destroyed within days of the first strikes. The next city to be attacked was Washington D.C. and the surrounding area including New Jersey. From what the survivors could tell me I figured out that other parts of the country were still intact and running but almost all of New Jersey and New York was completely decimated.
There anguish was overwhelming and it was easy to tell that they wanted was a home to go to. I decided that I could not go back to my time without first helping these people. I gave them all the water that I brought and every freeze dried meal in my backpack along with a map so that they could navigate their way across the country to the hopefully still intact Mid-West. They were very thankful and made sure that I warn the people of the past of what could happen in the future if they aren’t careful of how they treat International Relations.
As I watched them start heading east I could only think of how my life would change when I travel back in time. I would do everything in my power to stop the fighting between nations. To mend relations in the Middle East, to settle North Korea and to calm the United States so what I saw in the future can never happen. No one should have to live through the pain that these people had experienced in a little over a month. Their lives were ruined by the actions of the people of my time and everything I can do to reverse that outcome I will.
It was my first day on the new job. I had just been hired by this research firm and electronic lab. I had completed my internship at another firm owned by this company that was located just across the street. Yet this was my first day at the main building, I could not keep the excitement in me. It was going so well, and I was enjoying every part of it. Then, right after my lunch break, everything changed drastically, and for the worse. I was running a little late after lunch and there was somewhere I had to be at 1 o’clock sharp. Not wanting to be late to something on my first day, I hustled down the hallways to get where I needed to go. In this one hallway, there were wet floor signs that I did not happen to see. After running a little bit, I entered this hallway and immediately stumbled. Trying to keep my balance, I stumbled on into an adjacent room. I continued to stumble in the room until I fell completely. I landed in this odd circular pod mechanism. As soon as I landed, the door to this pod slammed shut and the machine began clicking. Eventually it zapped me with an unknown laser beam and unconscious I went.
I was horrified to see what I had awoken to. Although it felt as if I was out for maybe ten minutes, I apparently had been unconscious for about a thousand years! I saw a calendar in the building I had awoken in. It read that today’s date was June 1st, 3000. I then left the building, and then the real horrific sights began. I originally had worked in Newark, New Jersey. When I looked at a billboard outside, it said I was in Old Newark, in the state of Newer New Jersey. This startling aspect was the least frightening of the sights. The creatures and life forms on this future planet were amazing. The humans were the majority, but the variations of creatures were ridiculous. There were robots of all shapes and sizes on every corner. Some big, some small, some with flashing lights some looked ready to break down. This new world was inhabited by living interacting robots, something unheard of in my time. There were also a rather large number of extraterrestrial beings, most of which I could not particularly identify. All of these multiple forms or life, both natural earthly creatures and man made machines, were quite astonishing. This new set of beings was hard to grasp, and fully accept as real.
The new methods of transportation of the future are also quite different. For starters, there are no longer cars that move on the land. The form of cars of the future is hover cars, and the future’s equivalent of trucks is space ships. There is public transportation in the future too. It is a system of tubes where a person steps into the tube, states their destination, and is transported through the system of tubes to the selected place. The systems of tubes, I have heard, run all over the world. And they are the cheapest method of transportation. This method is also one of the fastest, as the tubes travel at almost light speed. The transportation was weird but easy to get used to, as it was so efficient compared to my time. This was the first thing I liked a lot about the future.
I had one major dilemma at hand. I had no clue how to get home. I tried to re-enter the pod but it was broken down for repair. I wandered around searching for another time machine but I had no luck. I found may labs where they would freeze a person and that person would wake up in the future. There was no way home. I was stuck in this crazy future and I didn’t know what to do. I began trying to calm myself, and take in exactly what is happening, because I still had not fully accepted my fate, that I have now become trapped in the future. I had been asking for people for directions to other laboratories and help and other things since I arrived, and it seemed like I was going to be stuck here for awhile. Nobody understood my story, and most never even heard of the freezing pods that I had been trapped in. I was too scared to ask the mutants or robots for help, as they could very well hurt me. Hope was fading fast for a quick return home.
It was apparent I was in serious trouble. I have been looking desperately for a way home for hours, and to no avail. There seems to be no way to get home. I might be stuck in the year 3000 forever. I have to continue to look for more ways out. Will I ever get home? Or is my new life here, in the future, the new world. At this point, all I can do is wonder what the future has in store for me………
Day 4
At first, it was just another day after the earthquake. We were quickly running out of rations as the day went on. By afternoon, however, we felt another tremor in the grounds. It seemed like déjà vu with the panic arising from all of the people stuck in the sewers with us. This second tremor brought instant flashbacks of the earthquake that had collapsed our office building, and the floor below, sinking everything down into the sewage system. There was still no word of whether there was a search for us, or whether we were already pronounced dead. We didn't see any leftover signs of movement from the remains of our crumbled building, making it seem like the five us were the sole survivors.
Just as we ran out of food, the tremor came back. This time it was stronger than before, and started shaking the floor under us. I was alone, inspecting the remains of our building for any further signs of life when it happened. The entire ground beneath the remains tore apart from the tremor, and threw me, along with the wreckage, into depths below the sewage system. I don’t remember what happened next, I think I had been knocked out.
The next thing I remembered was waking up to a man I had not recognized. He was carrying me away from the building, and I was in too much stress and pain to dispute it. He was not talking at first, but once he noticed I was awake, he started mumbling something. I couldn't quite catch what he had said, but it seemed to have a reassuring tone. After about twenty minutes, I began to regain control of my senses.
Once I could once again see clearly, I observed my environment. I seemed to be approaching what looked like an everyday house, except one built of metal. The house drew closer as I was carried by the man. Once inside, we were met by a group of people just like the man there. They began to talk to me, and from what I gathered, they had all been put through situations like me: Sole survivors in difficult environments that led them to this unknown place, forgotten by the society above.
This news of similar stories brought about both reassurance and depression. It would mean that I was safe, down in the depths with what seemed like a very friendly environment filled with hospitality, but would also lead me to being considered completely missing and thought to have disappeared or died in the eyes of the society that I was once a part of. All I could hope for was another chance to return to my original home, to the life I had lost, in the days to come.
I sat in the helicopter on the way back to camp, listening to the sound of the rotors spinning in an endless effort to keep this heap of metal flying. Unlike the ride to the LZ, no one spoke during this trip. We were no longer innocent, no longer naïve as to the ways of the world; that had been stolen from us in just six short months. I looked up at Roscoe, his usually jovial face told what no of us were saying. Just by looking at his face, anyone could see that we were no longer human, but something much, much worse. The silence was killing me; inside all I wanted to do was to scream, punch, kick, bite, anything to let out what we had just been through. I just wanted to let out the tiger that was no caged inside my body, but now I knew it was better to cage the tiger than to let it out, because once out, it controlled me. I looked out the copters door, just watching as Vietnam flew by underneath me. My frustration and shame were dueling inside me, fighting each other viciously to try and gain control of me. Seeing as I had nothing better to do, I decided to reflect; to think about what we had just been put through for the sake of bringing democracy to this god-forsaken land.
In boot camp they had said that they wanted to turn us into machines of war. We were the “game–changers” as Captain Tuck had said. It was on us to be sent into the worst of the worst, and make it better for the rest to follow. Now, as trainees we had all though that the notion of being the best of the best, the secret weapon, the ace up the sleeve was the greatest thing ever. When the clock struck 2100, lights out, we all lay in our beds and dreamt of a glorious battlefield where we would easily conquer our enemies for the glory of our nation. Oh, to be young and naïve. We had no idea what Cap’n had really meant when he said that we were going to be sent into the worst part of Hell, and were expected to come out the other side with the Devil’s head in our hands and Hell freezing over behind us, but we found out soon enough.
When we had arrived in Vietnam, we were kept in a secret location, told that we were to only speak amongst ourselves and were rarely allowed leave to go into town for some cheap liquor and cheap women. They wanted their Rangers focused, and focused we were. While the rest of the Army and the Marines were at night clubs, gambling, or spending the night with a prostitute, we worked. We worked harder than we had worked in training camp, and told that this was just the beginning. I’ll never forget the exact moment our lives changed, never to be the same again.
It was 0406, the exact time that I was to be changed beyond recognition. The sirens went off in the base camp and all I can remember is rushing. Rushing to get dressed, rushing to get my weapon, rushing to the helicopter; for those fateful nine minutes, we were the fastest people alive. At 0414 we boarded the helicopter and at 0415 we were leaving the base which was evidently being attacked by a very small group of rebels. There were four other Rangers from my squad in the helicopter with me, and a colonel. He briefed us on our mission; we were being attacked by a small faction of Vietcong, and it was suspected that this strike on our base was a diversion for the movement of a large amount of weapons. We learned where we were to go, what we were to do, and when we were to do it. Colonel Goff told us there was no room for error, and that this was not training and any mistake would result in the loss of life, possibly even the loss of the war.
We arrived at the LZ at 0930, and we met up with the two other squads also sent to carry out this mission. We went over the mission details one more time and then began our march to where the weapons drop–off was supposed to happen. As we were marching, Roscoe Parrish was bragging about how many he planned on killing and about how we’d all owe our lives to him when he saved us when, much to everyone’s surprise, he actually did save us; well most of us. He noticed a thin wire at our feet and screamed “Freeze!” We were all frozen, everyone except for Charlie Woodson. Woodson couldn't keep his balance and his foot fell; right on the wire. I didn't even see the explosion, I just heard and felt it. Woodson had taken the majority of the blast but Clay Matthews knee was punctured by some shrapnel and Parrish was now deaf in his right ear. The jungle had turned from a buzzing and lively place into a dark, deathly silent forest of hidden dangers. We went to sleep that night hoping that would be our last loss; it wasn't.
June 20 2220
Just landing on a foreign planet far away from Earth, I cautiously took a step outside and took in all the strange and new scenery. Earth is now destroyed from the massive nuclear war that broke out. I made a narrow escape by running towards the space pods once I heard about the nuclear missiles being launched over a dispute that lead to hostility. The planet I am on resembles Earth in many aspects. In my first glimpses of the new land I could see water and a wide terrain of trees and grass. Also the sky is a bright orange with the sight of 2 suns shining in the back ground. I haven’t gotten much rest from the voyage over here because I am very claustrophobic and being in a tight space pod did not help. In order to prepare for the bizarre creatures and plants I may find, I began to set up a spot near my space pod to sleep.
June 21, 2220
I woke up to the loud calls of some creature. Its voice shrilled throughout the lands. I haven’t felt this terrified in my life. Wondering what may lie behind those trees outlining the edge of the forest, I thought about animals that are the size of 3 story buildings and a group of hostile natives. Having promised myself that I would begin my search for life, I gather my courage and set forth into the forest full of mysteriously new plants. My primary objective is to gather wood to fuel a fire and also to find other life forms. Fire was needed in order to keep warm during the nights. Although the planet had 2 suns, during the night the planet would drop from a comfortable temperature to a below freezing state. I walked around through the forest looking at these various plants that seemed to be oozing with juice. A large drop of orange ooze dropped on my hand. I took a sniff of it and it smelled like mangoes. So I took a lick at the ooze and it tasted delicious. Its taste seemed so familiar but there were no word to represent it’s certain characteristics. Although my mission to find another life form wasn’t complete I have found wood and food that will last for the next 4-6 meals. Feeling contempt, I walked back to my camp and fell asleep.
June 22, 2220
Today I decided to dedicate my time searching for life on this planet. I wanted to find that creature that made a loud shrill the other morning. Although it has terrified me, I had a feeling of curiosity to know what I am against on this new world. In the very peak of the morning where the light started to peak onto the land, I went to a tree like plant and cut a piece of its limb off with a knife I have brought. This limb seems to be as strong as an oak tree. I carved it to a long point. I carried this spear into the forest. I also carried some ooze with me to drink during my breaks. As I walked through the forest I could hear rustles of leaves in the far distance. I stopped in my footsteps and listened. I could hear a distant rustle once again and decided to follow it. I approached the sound with cautious steps. I soon saw a figure and yelled out to it. The figure turned around and stared at me. In return I stared at it with deep curiosity. Approaching the new life form slowly, I reached out my hands, which suddenly triggered the creature to run away. I cannot believe that I have seen another life form. However, it was clearly different in many characteristics. It had ears on top of its head and eyes that glowed like a cat. It had long legs and long arms. This creature was strong with its muscles being well toned. I went back to my space pod feeling accomplished after finishing my goal of finding another life form. Once I reached back to my pod I made a bed of soft cotton like leaves and began to sleep.
June 23, 2220
I woke up to tiger like creatures nearby my space pod. This animal was at the very least 4 times bigger than I was. It was on all fours sniffing the ground. I worried thinking that it was my scent that it smelled because I was a foreigner to this planet. However, it was following a trail to its victim. A creature that was three times bigger. However, this tiger like creature leaped on to its victim and clawed at its back viciously. I watched in terror for this big creature compared to me took on a creature that was three times its size. I ran back into the space pod and hid inside there. Being afraid that I would get eaten by this large dangerous creature, I stayed inside the pod until the coast was clear. When I finally step outside, I found the ooze I collected all eaten up. This was horrible because it was becoming dark real soon. I needed food but I could not go into the forest without light. So I had to tough it out for the night.
June 24, 2220
During the fresh rays of the light from the sun of the planet, I woke up. I began to get ready to head back into the forest to gather food and perhaps learn more about these life forms I had recently met. I packed my knife and spear and went into the forest. The first moment I saw a plant oozing with orange ooze I fell to my knees and ate it all. I was hungry to the point of starvation not only from a skipped meal but also because of the deep sensation of being scared. I walked a long time in the forest gathering food but also keeping a keen eye for another creature. As I picked up some more ooze I rose up and met eye to eye of the creature that ran away from me the day before. I raised my hand to show that I mean no harm. It had friends behind it and they had weapons that I do not even know of. The new life forms pointed their spears and arrows at me. Feeling the deep sensation in my mind that I was going to die, I stood there still hoping that it will end quickly. However, they wanted me to follow them. Having no other choice, I obeyed and followed their lead. They brought me to a vast civilization and imprisoned me. There was a variety of food on the table presented before me. These creatures were very cautious. I am writing this final passage not knowing what will happen tomorrow. I am sitting here writing in my diary, while these life forms pass by my prison staring at me as if I was a new circus freak. These new creatures have brought me into their village and locked me in this shelter. I have no other option but to sleep and wait. With my eyes drooping in drowsiness, I end this diary entry hoping this will not be my last, but we shall see what fate brings me tomorrow…